counting down to Xmas ~

 testing one two three

im sad. im feel hollow inside my heart. i feel that i'm been having bad tempers lately especially towards my family members. so sorry. i don't mean it at all. i want to be be alone. A.L.O.N.E

Seriously i've being thinking, this year is my big year, important year. But my mind can't stable down. Why? i'm starting to get worry, nervous and nervous. I really want to learn many vocab words. Improve myself. Do my best of all. I don't ask for more. Just want the best of all for myself. I know my own limits. I'm not as good as others. I guess all i need is a little hard work. And my mind to stable down. Stops thinking about boys, seriously...

love

I need love. Doesn't means i'm desperate.

I just need someone to care for. Be there for you when you're in need.

That's all. Easy?

Sigh :((

Oh gosh! He looks duper young and charm in this picture!

So attracting!

Tattoo

Sometimes, I do have the thoughts of giving myself a tattoo on my body.

However, i'm afraid i'll regret. (It's bad yea?)

Maybe the top back? side of the stomach? back of the neck?

Whatever it is, i guess i'm gonna think twice? haha!

These are never real.

What you dream of will never come true.

It will just be the opposite. & that's the fact.

A fact that can never change.

In fact, is it a good thing that I've never dream of you recently?

Y'know what, i miss you!

Super duperrrr loads of miss! (Y)

How would you know?

How would you notice?

I wonder...

June,

New month, new hair & new life.

Every things gonna be different from the past 5 months. *I promise!*

miss you kid (Y)

FION FION! Haha, ya, i'm fion! hahaha! i have nothing to do!!!!!!!!!!!! Sooooooo... whenever you want go die, i'll say BYEBYE! LOL!!!!

2nd day of 2011

Bon jour!

2010 had become a past and currently is 2011. Time flew fast yea? And is super fast!

2 more days and i'm gonna start my sec 5 life. Kind of excited too. Haha.

On 31st dec, went to mbs to countdown. With who? Of course my girlfriends~ Fyi, i prefer saying girlfriends than sisters. Don't know why ley.

K, less talking more pictures!

More on Facebook. :)

Mundane

Hello~

So boring! Holidays soon will come to an end. lalalala.. byebeye

This is so sweet. ♥

Boy: You know what?
Girl: What?
Boy: Next time i see you, don’t wear that skirt again, it’s too revealing
Girl: Why? I thought you loved that skirt
Boy: Next time, wear something that reaches to your ankles
Girl: Ok whatever
Boy: A dress that reaches to your ankles.. and wear long white gloves that reach to your elbows
Girl: What?
Boy: Trust me
Girl: What are you trying to do? Hide me from everyone?
Boy: Do up your hair as well real pretty
Girl: Are You listening to what i’m saying? You’re so conservative, don’t choke me like this… Are you kidding me?
Boy: I’m dead serious.
Girl: You know i dont like guys who boss me around
Boy: … Wear a veil
Girl: … what?
Boy: Wear this ring too
Girl: ….
Boy: Marry Me

From Huiwen's blog.

You

I'm sick of my life.

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from you.

Sorry mommy :((

Today or rather not long ago, i throw my temper at my mum. She's just asking me something, but i replied her impatiently. I know this is my fault. And this is who i am, is like, so hard to change my attitude and character. I will try my best to not argue with her.

I PROMISE!

Fortunate

Tired :((

Edited & sort of changed the background of my blog. As i want to make sure that my blog looks neat? Ha..nonsense.

Anyway, started work on end of october. It is so tiring! Bobian..be'cuz of money. Another thing is because i'm in debts!

1) Tuition fee' $90

2) School fee, still counting.

3) Swimming suit

4) Give mommy some money.

5) Save some in my bank

6) Treat my friend ( promised quite long ago)

So ya..how can i don't work?! All right, i think is time for me to turn in. Though i'm working at 1pm, but i still need sufficient of sleep. Bye~

16th b'day

I will be posting only pictures of my b'day celebration. Hehehe^^

There's more of it & is all in facebook...

I'm so thankful to know them.. :) Thanks sisters & dude.

Love

Caught this movie with KaiQin & Andy. Sad, touching, cried and cried? Some more, it's based on a true story. Can't believe it right? By the way, the boy that acted as Zoe Tay's son, is handsome. Haha, i'm being random.

Had free M&M mini chocolates. Is a lots that you could never imagine we'll able to get. Hahaha....!!!

Shall end here! bye!! & I post as to make my blog ALIVE!!!

Gay.

The start of September holidays, was the suffering for NA students. We started off with our N level papers - Mother Tongue, Social Studies & English. I've no comment on it.

Skip the above part.

After English papers finished itself. Went to catch Vampire Suck @ Cs. It's hilarious. It wasn't as bad as what other people said. As different people have different perspective.

After the movie, we saw Emerson and his friend. Chat with them awhile. We headed to Clarke Quay. To walk, to shop, to eat? The night view is beautiful. So lazy to type. Let the pictures do the talking.

The rest of pictures is on fb. Home at 11+pm. By the time I reached home already 12+am. Glad that my mummy didn't nagged at me.

XinRu Advance b'day

Yesterday, went to Aunt's house because the adults were playing mah-jong. Afternoon went find Xinrui @ Liang Court which is located at Clarke Quay area. I can said I almost lost! Thanks goodness Pei called me, otherwise I will walking and walking and ....

Chill at Starbucks till 6+pm. Btw, Liang Court is a place selling Japanese things. Especially the supermarket. Full of Japanese items. We finished our food before heading home.

Around 9+pm, cut cake ceremony!! Celebrated advance b'day for my youngest cousin. & went home at 12+pm.

( The best I can do)

Today, 5 september.

Going out later to meet Zhangyu to study.
Ciao, bye.

&& Tomorrow is the start of N level Examinations! Are you ready?

Buffet!

Though it had pass twelve and is already Wednesday, 1 September. Well, i will still touch a bit about what has happened yesterday, 31 August.

31 August.

Mommy b'day. (: - wrote card to her, and i think she loved it very much!

In school, we'd teachers' day celebration. It gave me a memorable & unforgettable memories. I heartzz ChaiChee Seconday School!!!! anyway, thanks for all the teachers heardwork! We appreciate it a lots! Love you :]

Ok, after celebration, went home to prepare. Cuz' I'm going to a Japanese Buffet with Cf, Merlene, Liying, Jenni, Zhang yu & Andy. It is located @ Bugis Junction.

Finished dinner already, we headed to Bugis street to shop. Followed by iluma, took many pictures. Will load once it is send to me. Stay tune ah!

Hang around the place.. Before taking bus home, i went to buy a small chocolate cake from Starbucks for mommy's mini celebration (: Faster took bus home because i wanna reach home before twelve. Hehe^^ & I did (:

Surprise her, sang happy b'day song, cut cake, shower & currently using computer. Shall turn soon. I'm oh-so-tired!! Haha^^. Bye!

Die

Today's tuition was suck. I was so blur & look so half dead. Actually, i don't even have the mood to attend tuition, no wonder it turns out to be like this.

On the way home, i thought to myself that i don't think i can take it anymore. Take it what? I also don't know the answer to it. I seem so clueless.

How i wish i don't know a single thing. How i wish i could return back to my childhood. How i wish i can be a baby again. How i wish i wasn't even born to this world. How i wish...

N's is coming real soon. As in less than 2 weeks. For me, i don't think i'm prepare. What i worry the most is English. I know where i stand, what's my standard is. I'm happy that i passed my prelim paper. But i know i'm just lucky.

I'm really really scare! I think i will break down at any time. I want to do well for my exam. I mean it! But I'm afraid that i can't. Some time, i can't take it anymore. I feel so terrible. Tears is rolling down my checks. I don't know why either. I.....I feel like dying. I feel that no one understand me. Neither my family nor my friends.

Shall end with a word. SUCK

Done

3 papers ( Chinese, English & Social studies ) had completed. I don't expect it to be bad, just average will do. AVERAGE.

Starting from tomorrow will be our intensive programme till our N level exams. Hmm, everything so fast right? Stop saying exam, exam & exam!

Yesterday went out with Aunt & cousins. We headed to temple to pray. After that went to a nearby market and had our lunch. Then, go to City Square mall to shop. We took many pictures, even on our way back. Can said is a fun & tiring day.

Pictures will be upload soon. (:

Prelim Exams

Hello!

Tomorrow is the start of my Prelim Mother Tongue exams. It all happen too fast that I can't prepare it. Anyway, for the next three days, it will be Chinese, English & Social Studies.

Pray very hard that all of us can do well! :) Jiayou!

I feel that I am so stress! I just think that i am!

I normally think things that sort of non related to me. But it just happen to be in my mind. I'm also those type of person that thinks too much. For example, this matter can actually be solved in a much simpler way, but i just think in a very complicated method & that's how i thought about it!

& now, prelim & N's is coming like in 1-2 weeks time? I'm still in my holiday mood. I'm so petrified. I seem to be lack of confident! I just have to think positive right? Positive, positive & positive!!!

Shall calm my feeling down. I think i should burn midnight oil tonight, to complete my homeworks so that tomorrow I'm available to revise social studies and other subjects.

Yes, that's the determination that I must set for myself!

Ciao, off to my study mood! C'ya people!

Take care & study hard

during this weekend, i'm sure

you can do it! Love & misses! :D

Pictures

I'm here to upload pictures. If you wanna know what happened on that day, can visit Merlene. I just found out she did post on that day. Haha.

I combined it all together in order to save my time uploading one at a time. Haha, i'm a lazy person. (:

National Day Celebration ♥

Helo^^

Today's was so awesome! HAHA :p

As for today, our school was celebrating National Day, and part of the celebrating, we're the recipient for CCA awards.

Though we're nervous but at the same time, we were also super duper high! Why? Be'cuz when the programme came to the part when we had to sing national days' songs, Merlene and I were singing out loud and I can said that we really enjoyed ourselves. (:

When it came to our segment for receiving award, I can said that i'm really nervous & anxious! But everything turns out smoothly..(: Went for photo taking with the group and processed to Elab for refreshments = foods!

Saw Liwei, desiree, shana and faris. Stayed in school till 11 plus. We met Ms Ong too and showed her the award. We wanted to watch the new dance for upcoming annual award day. But they were not ready so Andy, Merlene, Kaiqin and I left first.

We headed to Tampines. Chill @ J.CO > Window shopping around T1, Tm & Cs. Home at 3 plus.

There's more to go. Stay tune!

imy (: